Saturday, January 05, 2008
yeah...it's a brand new year....hhehehehe...my blog is migrating....hehehhe.... jess-happy-ness.blogspot.com.... yeah...will only blog abt happy stuff there....hehehhe..... used to remembering sad thns dat had happened... my new year resolutions are
1. Remember the happy times
2. Forget the sad momemts
3. Learn from my mistakes
4. Do not repeat the same mistakes
5. Make boyboy love me even more...wahahaha
6. Love my mom and boyboy even more...hehez
7. Don't neglect my dearest frenz, esp happie 3 frenz...hehehe
8. Enjoy life!
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Happy day @ Sentosa with my tanny
my head must look bigger than tanny....cos her head is bigger than mine...hehehe...
it's amazing, her head's circumference when she was born is as big as her head now...dat's what's recorded in her health booklet...hehehe
DANGER SIGN
when eileen is tired of her sexy pose....hehehe
but she'll still strike a sexy pose....
eileen says...jessica dont bend down...so i cant bend down when i take the next photo...hehehe
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
*a happy relationship is made up of two good forgivers*
To forgive and forget...it's easier to be said than done. how true it is.
However, i believe in this....
*The key to forgiveness is your willingness*
Sometimes, i wonder if ppl know what they really want, what is their ultimate goal upon doing all the nonsensical things, wonder if they have an objective behind their actions.
i remember in GEK1006, sth dat i learn from our tutor, the 90-10 theory, like if u want trouble, u will get trouble.
like if u are angry, u know y are u angry and what u want the person u are angry with to do, and if sorry is enough to appease ur anger...
it still boils down to knowing the objective behind ur actions, is to to improve or exacerbate the relationship..
i am really glad that boyboy is a good forgiver and a v patient person. i hope i can always bear in mind the objective behind my actions, like improving the relationship and making things better.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
i really wonder if there is ever a good way to end a relationship. hurting each other with all u have, be it true or not, will not help to salvage the relationship in any way. i always believe that there is always a good way to end a r/ship, like both parties thinking that they are not really suitable for each other. though sometimes only one party feels this way, it doesnt mean that it cant be ended in a good way.
remember reading mind your body regarding relationship, like there should be check points to a relationship, knowing if ur relationship falls under the catergory of toxic relationship...and i tink it's kinda important in every relationship...
saying hurtful things only hurt one another. both are sad. so wad's the point of making fond memories that both had spent tgt bad...y cant a couple put and end to a relationship by remembering the good times, bear in mind the things dat caused the r/ship to fail and not repeating them when they start a new relationship?
but it only applys to some relationships...
dont u tink it's painful to remember how u have been hurt and not how u had been loved, remebering the way it ended sadly but not the happy moments spent tgt, remembering the hurtful words said in the fit of anger and not feelings that are beyond words. remembering the flaws and not the beauty that u had once seeked for and also see in each other?
everyone do change, u are changing, i am changing, ur frenz are changing, ur enviorment is changing....just like ur figure and physical appearaces, some ppl see subtle changes in ur figure while some cant, some appreciate the changes while some dont like it or some don even care abt it, when wel-maintained, it keeps in good shape, when not, it goes out of shape.....sorry for the nonsense...but well...everyone is changing.
when a relationship fails, it not just one party's fault, putting the blame on the other, finding fault in the other party, takes much more efforts cos it requires unpleasant feelings, y not use this energy to reflect on urself, are u dat perfect? y not change for the beta, it's good for urself, good for the people ard u, LIFE HAS TO GO ON.
it's like never-ending to blame one another for something that had happenED....if u feel that the other person has changed, y din u let him /her know when u feel it? or is it after breakin up, then u feel tis way? then probably, u may not have been observant enough, if not, u would have notice tis changes and stopped it or it's just mere excuses for puttin the blame on the other party.
the way to make the other party feels guilty is not by scolding him or her endlessly, be it true or not, hating him/her, but to be nice to him/her in return, which is difficult. but when u are able to to treat the other person nicely, guess u would not want him/her to feel guilty.
saying hurtful things to one another will do each other not good....y cant one choose to be more magnanimous...more forgiving? like when u look back at tis relationship, u will feel that u had done ur best, giving in ur best and u had ended it in a way u will not regret it cos u had put in ur v best till the end.
learning to let go at the right times is really important for both's happiness.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
=( my mom will be leaving for bangkok from this coming sunday to next tuesday!! =( so last minute....haix...think she had been overseas for almost all my final exams...=( haiz....
Sunday, November 18, 2007
musical box!!! wahhhh...lalalalala.....my mummy bought me another musical box!!! wahhh....waste money again!! the first one was a precious moment musical box with the melody of Edelweiss...my fav song when i was young...^^.....the new one is with the melody lovestory^^ yeahh....hohohohoh
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
99days le worz....wahahhaha....
Friday, November 09, 2007
term is ending soon....hehehehe....exams are ending soon...christmas is coming soon...new year is coming soon....yeah yeah!! ball ball's new year just ended....guess she must be sad....porkie's new yr also over le...shan's bday is coming!!! OH NO OH NO!!! wahahaha...she hasnt redeem her gift usin last yr's coupon...hehehehe
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
NUS School of Computing...wahahahaa
what an interesting signboard....beside the toilet sign.....-.-"
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
feel so tired of doin tutorials...wonder how some ppl go thru all these mundane and repetitive procedures of gg to sch, gg for lect, then read notes, do tut...kinda marvel these ppl's determination and discipline...cos i don have them...wahaha..OMG..this is my third sem in sch...but i still enjoy gg to sch....hehe
i really cant stand this probability mod....ahhhh......i dislike the notes, i dislike the lecturer, i dislike the tut.....cos i cant do them and there are MANY questions....Hohohohohoho.... the probability of me likin this mod is equivalent to zero..wahahaha..
i really ponder what's the objective of tis mod....it seems like the lecturer is rushin to complete the 'syllabus'...irrespective of how well the students can cope or indepth thinking...maybe it's just me...i dunno...so far, this is the first mod dat has more than 10qns for a tut....madness....really feel v sian when i tink of this mod...see...i rather blog nonsense than do my tut....omg omg omg...i am so horrible....
okie...enough of my nonsense...hehehhe...feel like bloggin abt a mod dat is kinda interesting....gek1006 - dynamics of interpersonal effectiveness.... our relieve tutor and also our lecturer mentioned abt ppl showing their appreciations in many different ways...it's impt dat we are cognizant of the way our family members, peers or anyone ard us show their care and appreciations...simple things like buying food dat u like(esp for porkie...-chuckles-), buying thns dat u like, remembering ur likings and dislikes, cleaning the house, askin u out to catch up with ur life, making thns for u, smsing u, giving material comfort, etc etc etc....hmm...wad's most important is dat we learn to appreciate all these efforts and not take them for granted....well...not many ppl are able to express themselves freely using words or in person...we shld learn to detect the non-verbal cues...hehehe....
it sets mi to qn how i show my care, gratitude and appreciation to my mom, frenz and ppl dat i love...hehehe..well...tis is for u to find out and for mi to know...hehehhe....xiao sai chatted with mi for a while after lect....kinda missed the days dat we talk crap on the phone for hours...hehehe....she shared her views of saying "I'll be there" to someone....and i cant agree beta with her views...hehe....hmm....the idea is like....when u say dat u will be there for someone....do u really mean it or it's just words to u? will u really be there when dat someone needs u?
probabily to me, sayin "I'll be there" means more than words....it's like a commitment u had made...however, when u fail to fulfil tis commitment, u may have unknowingly hurt the person whom u made ur commitment to...
hmm....and i am really thankful and blessed with ppl who are really there for mi when i needed them, even tho some had nv explicitly say dat they will be there....i know dat i can count on them...hehehe....
kinda miss shan...maybe too long nv see her scary face le..maybe next week go find her...wahahaha...somemore she's joinin the old woman club soon le....hohoho....
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
second month le worz!! yeah!! hehehe...the recordin of the my blog's music played by boyboy is simply lovely...tho the melody is sad...it makes mi smile cos boyboy played the song for mi...hehhe....it's a simple gift yet priceless....hehehe....initially i wanted to replace my blog's music with the recording boyboy made...but decided not to...cos i only wish to share it with my close pals and loved ones...hehehe...ball ball and bao bao had heard it le worz...hehehhee
Thursday, October 04, 2007
i wish that i never need a time machine =D
Saturday, September 29, 2007
he's back....but damn slanted...too eager to see him le heeez
Friday, September 28, 2007
^^ i feel so blessed....heE....tho i have many jackets alrdy, the one boyboy bought for me seems to be warmer...hehehe...love it...hehehe....thanz for all the gifts...aww....i love every single one of them...cos they're from someone dat i love...heee....the 17 saga seeds boyboy picked each day in taiwan is one of the most meaningful gifts..heEz...the chicky he gave me is no longer lonely le...hehehe...chicky has a family le worz...hehehe...one is papa chicky, the other is mama chicky, the smallest chick is baby chicky!! hehee....
boyboy, thanz for coming back safely....
and all the smses. mms,
the sweet little things dat u do,
the thoughtful tots,
the trust in me,
the faith in tis r/ship,
the happy moments spent tgt,
the love and care u showered mi with....
thanx 4 everything....
-ponders if he will eva get to read tis-
sometimes i wonder if i shld give him my blog address....hehehe....cos tis blog started at the times when i was rather despondent, when i feel dat the song welcome to my life by simple plan somehow depicts my life at that stage...
and also...i don have the habit of promulgating the existence of my blog...
this blog is like a combination of my lowest point of my life and the major changes in my life...and now...another new chapter of my life...heEx
since boyboy has given mi more reasons to be happy, don wish to let him see a blog dat was started when i was downcast...maybe i shld be more hardworkin....find a new blog skin...si had alrdy tot of the new address le...hehehe...
i am a happy gal now....with my most beloved mummy, happie 3 frenz, all my dearest pals, ppl who care for me and ppl dat i care for... last but not least...my dearest boyboy...feel like starting a new blog...hehehehe....well...i am blessed with all the best things in life which money cant buy....what more can i ask for? hehehe.....
wad i want now is happiness and ppl dat i love to be happy too...
well...
BE IT...
rich or poor,
perfect or imperfect,
fairytale or ordinary story,
well-known or unknown,
commoner or non-commoner,
normal or abnormal,
wad so eva...
i believe dat i can still lead a fulfiling life and a life dat i wan to have....
i want to live my life counting all the blessings i have in my life and not taking them for granted...
in life,
i wanna walk unafraid of obstacles,
have a positive rate of positive changes ( V=virtues, T=time, (dV)/(DT) > 0),
accept differences rather than tolerate them,
learn from mistakes,
have no regrets...
...
...
my formula for happiness:
Happiness = (happy moments * blessings)^infinity - [(unhappy moments)/(people who cares for u)^infinity] + sudoku
heez...sudoku is optional...hehehe...
my suggested formula for happiness for ppl dat gets to read this entry:
Happiness = (happy moments * blessings)^infinity - [(unhappy moments)/(people who cares for u)^infinity] + Jessica
...^^ heez^^....
Thursday, September 27, 2007
boyboy will be back today..yeah.....feel so excited to see him...have been anticipating this day...hehehe.....hope he had enjoyed his trip....heE
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Food fair 2007 @ Suntec City
Before...
...after
among all the food we tried...the egg roll is the best...heez
mango freeze...not very good actually...hee
the gluttons...wahahaha
bagus...
* chocolates*
muffins...
my double eyebags....=(
3weird faces...so apart....
closer!! yeah!! happie three frenz
Sunday, September 23, 2007
*forever one heart*
*the photo happy 3 frenz took when we were @ taiwan*
Boyboy leaving for taiwan.....=(
Boyboy's mms...wahh...beautiful scenery
boyboy's mms on 22nd september 2007 @2.14am
hehehehehe....he's comin back le worz....Yeah...hehehe....lalalala...kinda miss him alot...=P...
V(^-^)V *cutie boy boy* V(^-^)V
aw....i wonder how high his phone bills will be....=(....tho i feel happy everytime i receive his sms...hehehe....make mi miss him even more...=(..but 3more days...yea....
Thursday, August 16, 2007
wahhhh....my frenz are gettin v san ba these days...hehehhehe.....
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
wad kind of crap is tis! i was wondering where is oliver, shin shin and yangyue's house....and it happens to be my house....wahahahaha
thanz galS!!! love u guys!! yeah! 3more days to exams....3 more weeks to taiwan! yeahz
my head must look bigger than tanny....cos her head is bigger than mine...hehehe...
eileen's sexy pose....but she din really like tis photo cos it's not face priority
so...i took a photo of her with face priority..
she said....further a bit...don need to emphaise so much on face priority...
tickets to skyride and luge 
LOLZ....this is what happens when u din know that there is a camera taking down the photo of u...u will be busy takin photos of one another but the other camera will be taking down the ugly poses u have...wahahaha 
Vivo's rainbow flooring
NUS School of Computing...wahahahaa
...after
among all the food we tried...the egg roll is the best...heez
mango freeze...not very good actually...hee
the gluttons...wahahaha
bagus... 
my double eyebags....=(
closer!! yeah!! happie three frenz
